my ribcage hurts. it seems as though my past violent tendencies have officially rubbed off on the boyfriend, who is probably sent by the higher powers above to punish and inflict pain. i am most certainly repenting now

my absence is largely due to the luxury of time that i am so deprived of currently (note instagram pictures that shall suffice for halfhearted updates while baby Nikon's left neglected) but all it takes to lift my heart a little is the thought of the upcoming arrival of the best Month of the year (not too faraway now!). that's when the voltage of my smile will outperform all other light sources, and when my jolly, vivacious nature will once again reign. dear forlorn stranger who has unkindly replaced my former self, you can take your leave very soon. and please don't come back

i have ideas, plans.. luck, be with me now